Oh How Great is The Mystery

God, first of all, I want to thank You for all that You have done for me and for my family, for my brothers and sisters, and SOON-TO-BE brothers and sisters! Thank you for creating us, loving us, and providing for us! You always hear us when we cry out, you always comfort us when we are alone. Father God, how long I love to dwell in Your presence. Only if this life was long enough for me to even comprehend how wonderful Your peace and joy is. Only if, but there will be a day of everlasting that I am hoping for in our Lord Jesus Christ.

God, I pray that I will start to obey, because for what You have told me today, You told me, "Jin! It doesn't matter how long you walk with me, it matters how long you obey me!" So God, change me, transform me, that I will obey You and not just walk with You Father.

I also pray this for ALL my brothers and sisters out there that too love to serve the Almighty God! Forever let Your presence reign in my life, in my heart, in my mind, and in my strength. Continue break me and rebuild me even stronger just like a muscle. Continue to do your good good good work that you started on 9-8-06.

Father I also pray for those that have lost brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, daughters, and sons, and all that is in between. For 9-11 has been a tragic day for those that have lost lives! God come to those and comfort those that are in need of Your presence, which is EVERYONE! Lord, let Your heaven break loose in their lives and in our lives as well, as well in mine! Heed to our call of rescue, listen to us when we are in trouble, for trouble is always coming our way! But by Your strength we are able to stand tall and continue to run this race as if I am a athlete!

Father God and Lord Jesus Christ, thank You for everything and continue to draw me closer to You and Your dwelling place. Give me dreams, desires, hopes, needs, and wants of Your Perfect Love!

Amen!

Everything I Need

Jesus You're everything I need. Honestly Lord, the prayer I prayed... thank you for just letting me open up my heart, once again, to You. It was so just refreshing and so awesome.

Thank You for accepting my package. You're everything I need and everything I want.

Continue to use me and continue to do what you do best, Father me :D

Love You LORD, and forever I will be Yours. Because You are mine.

A tornado without wind

Have you guys had one of those days when you look out into the distant space all you see is just confusion and questions? When the last time you saw something joyful and something where your able to laugh at? I'm having one of those days today. Honestly its a day where a lot of questions of honest truth comes into play. What do I truly want to do? What is something I MUST do? What I am doing right now, is it really the right time to be doing what I am doing? Who knows... I don't even know myself. But if I got something to do, if I got something I MUST finish, then I don't have time to put my head down... no I don't... I MUST look forward. If I can't live in the present, then I can't live in the future. If there is no future, then there is no present and no longer will I be here.

I want to live beyond my imagination. I want to live to my fullest, yet I feel like whenever I get close, I always fall.

The more I get near, the more I'm struck with fear. I start to myself, the real ME, reflected back when I stare into Your eyes. I'm sorry God, but honestly, You are way too good to me. And THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING

If we set sail in the darkness, of the night, out to the sea, to find me there, to find You there. Love me now, if you dare.

But you did dare to love me, in fact, you died to show that you do love me. And now its my turn to show you that I want to love You genuinely. Bring me back into your arms Lord, bring me back to the First and the Last, and what it means to truly live the extravagant life.

I need You and want You to be my King forever. But more than just that, i just want to get to know more and more about You Lord. So please, don't hide Your presence from me, instead meet me here tonight and become my dreams, so that I'll be calling Your name. You are my love, my love...